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2008-09-26T11:15:00.000-07:00

you are making me feel terrible

tks

或许。。。或许。。。

2008-09-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

或许你根本不当作一回事。。。

又或许不知道发生了什么事。。。

或许。。。或许。。。

learn how to heck care everything

and you'll feel better ... hopefully

:S

2008-09-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

oh my...

what's happening???

i dun seem to be able to slp well recently...

how can i go on without enough slp everyday?

haiz

recess week

2008-09-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

Just started recess week

was wondering what's the purpose of recess week - rest? catch up with studies? or PROJECTS??

so many projects! dun even have much time for catching up with sch work or some stuff

plus all the other commitments... no time for personal stuff.

wat to do~

so these 2 days must really enjoy first huh...

jus went for yuki yaki yst

we ate till very full!!!

but the exciting thing was not abt the buffet, it's the ice-cream making!!!!

damn fun! if have a chance i will go for the ice-cream buffet again :)

crappy quiz

2008-09-17T06:42:00.000-07:00

just had a crappy 1/2 hr quiz today

dunno how will i do

hope everything will turn out fine.

>_< ... -_- ... :S

2008-09-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

“有爱有痛，没爱没痛, 你要爱还是痛？”

saw this phrase somewhere.

is it true?? love isn't that wonderful afterall?

here's another truth of life:

"We make them cry for those who care for us, we cry for those who nv care for us, and we care for those who will nv cry for us."

very true??

i think it's so trｕｅ　ｌｏ! lol

anw, got a feeling that someone around me is not feeling very good (maybe feeling a bit :S ...?)

hope that she'll feel alright soon!!!

wanna tell her: "你要幸福哦"

jiayou for wed's quiz!

totally no mood to study -_-

trying too hard? doing too much?

2008-09-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

long time since i last blog

suddenly have got the mood to blog

so here i am blogging (though i should be studying since i have a quiz on wed)

anyway i just came back from tuition with a group of them

tired.

was just thinking about some things which i have done,

was it too much? trying too hard?

pushing them too hard? trying too hard for them to achieve wat they want to achieve? (or is it wat i want them to achieve?)

and at the same time pushing myself too hard as well?

i dunno~

i just hope that they will understand that it's for their own good

and if they do well,

i guess it's all worth it.

all the best gals!

PA

2008-06-04T15:32:00.000-07:00

this is my 4th week with the company.

Working life is really tiring and boring...

but guess i have learnt quite a bit.

having some tots in mind now-

do i really like this kinda life after graduation?

i dunno.

looking at my colleagues, working OT EVERYDAY!

work are piling up for them everyday.

Maybe this is the same for all professions?

so choose not to work?? or stay at home be tai tai??

haha, think most importantly is to find a job tt u really like.

i should start thinking again.

-choose the one u enjoy, and u nv got to work again-

just some thoughtz...

2008-05-06T20:58:00.000-07:00

communication is very very impt

guess many would agree.

AND it's a 2-way thing,

be it with friends, family or bf/gf...

if one party keeps quiet all the time,

it's not gonna work.

silence doesnt always mean tt the other party doesnt care

but silence means not communicating.

frenx...

2008-05-05T01:02:00.000-07:00

feeling moody these few days

or rather weeks tot was due to exams

but now exams are over and the feeling remains.

dunno why...

jus came back from kbox with a few frens

enjoyed myself

but wanted to hang out longer

since we didnt really enjoy ourselves for the past few weeks alr

and the feeling would be gone for a while when i am with them.

guess just needed some company
(funny thoughts will start to surface when ever i am alone)

but..... they didnt want to hangout anymore

someone even suggested tt i sub her for tuition while she can go dating.

HAIZ

what a fren!

guess was meant to be a joke but.... :(

[some more XX is someone whom i will... nvm say alr also no use]

tt's all....

2007-12-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

received a call from one of my sec sch juniors jus now inviting us to BBQ this fri

almost forgotten who is he (this shows how long it has been since we meet up with one another after we graduated from css)

teachers will be there too

sounds great!

to be able to catch up with one another after so long

but i decided not to go

wat's stopping me??!!

partly, i have something on tt day alr

but are there some other reasons too...?

perhaps ba....

scared? afraid?

but afraid of wat??

afraid that when we meet, the situation will be awkward since lost contact for so long with most of them??

or............??

i dunno

it's compicated that i dun even know exactly wat am thinking of

genting trip

2007-12-12T08:18:00.000-08:00

jus came back from genting

the trip was good

i enjoyed it, esp the weather - cool and nice

(hate the bus journey though, esp down hill)

2007-11-23T05:02:00.001-08:00

the only way to do things well is to love the things which you are doing!

i love tax... :)

2007-11-23T03:43:00.000-08:00

in the past, used to think that we were cf

but wat's the meaning of tt?

jus had my acc paper today, put in a lot of effort for this

but things weren't gg very well but wasn't that bad too i guess

jus hope that it wasn't too bad.

ain't feeling very well after tt

was hoping for a cf who would say something to cheer me up

but nv

was even 'reprimanded' by tt someone

wasn't like that in the past, it wasn't

was hurt, don't know y

maybe expectation was high, that's y feel worse

after that, i kept quiet

turned away and headed home

with no one knowing how i feel

arcade trip

2007-07-31T21:01:00.000-07:00

went to arcade ytd... wanted to show him a v exciting game which i went to play with 2 of my frens on the photo-taking day(27/7)! it's actually the colour game or something (dunno exactly what is it called). but in the end we didnt get to play that cos we were attracted to another game machine! it's the machine whereby you try to catch the soft toys in it... oh my... not easy... at first tot that it was quite easy but... haha you need luck and skill for that. we spent $60 for a "stitch" soft toy.. i love that toy though it's a rather small one, thank you!!!(actually we wanted to get the minnie mouse and mickey mouse soft toy...) haha! think that's the most ex soft toy i have ever bought? but it's the fun and excitement which u get when u play ba. haha.. be careful when you play that... it's addictive... whahah

tHanKs foR thE souvenirs..... :)

2007-07-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

Came back from youth abt an hr ago... taught a boy maths. He's taking his 'N' levels this yr but yet he's still having some difficulty understanding the basics. I'm quite worried for him actually but there's nothing much i could do. got this kinda "力不从心” feeling.... so little time spent with them... haiz... hope at least i can help him to learn something every session.

Oh anyway, jus got some souvenirs from a fren...she jus came back from japan (*envy* haha)... gd life rite?? hahah.... here i am in singapore rotting... haha.. guess wat she gave me??! A PINK HELLO KITTY towel! wahahah.... + a small piggy bank + some tidbits.... pink hello kitty towel.. hahah come to think of it quite cool huh...? haha tks gal if u r reading this entry... hahah, i like it! btw, the tidbits are nice!!! esp the choc! love it....

ok, i'll stop here.... for those hu r having hols, enjoy the rest of ur hols!! dun work so hard for those who are part-timing.... haha cos there are time tt we should enjoy and guess we should enjoy during the hols! take care ppl!!!

It's not gonna rot... :D

2007-07-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

Finally updating my blog after a long long while... ahaha... kinda rotting alr but i am not gonna let it rot! so here am i saving my bloggy again! wahahha!

Actually wanted to update after my special sem exam and after boys' hostel camp but that time was feeling lazy... haha so waited till now. Anyway jus briefly tok abt the exam and camp. Exam was quite stressful tt time cos a lot a lot to memorise and i nearly go crazy. We had exams in 5 weeks! so fast rite? hahah.. i'm having exams before i even realise it tt time. tt's how fast it was but it's all in the past alr! great experience though haha... cos i wun have any more chance to take special sem alr. nx yr this time, accountancy ppl would be having internship alr. And nx nx yr this time we would have graduated!! Time jus FLY!

Next is the Boys' hostel camp...(btw, i went for the camp on tt day when i had my exam! haha... tired but shiok huh... haha) The camp was an enjoyable one i should say. It's a brand new experience being the CP of the camp. wahahha... Oh, 1 impt thing to comment on!!! I slept with ants and more ants tt night! and bathed with a fat lizard! wat an experience right??!!! haha tt's y i didnt sleep well that night (*ywanzz*) yupzz....

(*the above 2 events happened like quite a few weeks ago le)

ok back to the more recent stuff!!! haha.. oh i jus had subject registration this morning @ 9.30am!!! Kinda exciting but kinda hate it also! It's like we gg for some war with everyone! Cos need to fight for the slots we wan... It's a war to see who has got the fastest finger.. wahahha!!! A few of us went back to sch to register cos sch intranet is believed to be faster.. haha... then, at 9.25am, everyone starts to count down alr! At 9.28am, everyone starts to panic! haha.... all fingers ready by the mouse and keyboard too! AND 9.30am SHARP, *boom* all started to click furiously. haha... vacancies were taken up SO FAST tt some frens dun even have time to react- all backup plans weren't enough cos all slots in backup plan was taken alr in jus a few sec!! So some came up with 3rd plan, which is an impromtu one...don't know that subj registration take so much of skill and luck too! we've got 3 more wars to fight before graduation :) haha... From this registration thing, we can see how KS students can get-showing the true singaporean spirit! hahaha...

kkzz.... think I've writen enough alr... hahah..... Keep you updated again!

Pictures Pictures and MORE Pictures.... :D

2007-06-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

Fo0d foR ThouGht....

2007-06-06T00:17:00.000-07:00

1+1=0
2+2 is also =0
But 0+2=1!!!
AND 8+8=4!!!

So what's 0+8=????????

One more to go...

Fazzi Wazzi likes floor but dislikes ceiling.
Fazzi Wazzi likes apples but dislikes oranges.
Fazzi Wazzi likes running but dislikes the track.
Fazzi Wazzi likes mugging but dislikes studying.

So what does Fazzi Wazzi likes and dislikes??

Hahaha..... Enjoy thinking!

BuSy wEek aHeaD....

2007-06-05T22:07:00.000-07:00

Just had my 2nd astro quiz today... think the 1st quiz was better haiz. But nvm wat counts most is the final exam!!!! Can't imagine final exam for special sem is jus nx week!!! YA NEXT WEEK!!!! Oh my... hahaha and guess wat?? I just got to know that today's lecture was the LAST lecture.. hahah everything is gonna end in one week's time... how great can that be! haha... Anyway, Jiayou for all those who took special sem! Work hard!

Oh another thing for today... Played some camp games like 100s no NG, Hula Hoop, in the evening. It turned out quite fun though! haha Hope those who came down enjoyed themselves. These games are actually meant for next week's boys' hostel camp. Ya, it's going to happen next week too!!! Hope everything will go smoothly as planned! :)

That's all for today.... Have fun!

Just wAt's wRoNg wiTh mE....?

2007-06-04T21:15:00.000-07:00

Just wat's wrong with me??? I realise that i dunno wat am i thinking inside me.

Ok, let's take for example: Wat would you do when someone ask u a qn?? The obvious thing to do would be to give the other party a clear and straight forward answer rite?? But i don't seem to be able to do that - my answers would be like "see how first", "em dunno yet" etc etc... This can be quite irritating cos some of my frens do give that kind of answers to me too (I know that feeling!).

For consecutively 2 days, 2 person told me the same thing - "don't want say don't want la", "must know how to reject ppl". This applies when I'm giving others an answer. But is not that I don't want totally. I wan it, jus that there's the other side of me that is stopping me to agree so quickly?? Or am I just scared that once agreed then I have got to commit myself to watever I have agreed on?? Maybe....Maybe not.... I don't know!

So jus wat's wrong with me....??

Haiz... I shall stop here.... It's astro time again(good luck for tom's quiz Vian!! haha...)

tag tag tag...

2007-06-01T10:20:00.000-07:00

how cool can it get??? I jus learnt how to add a tag box onto my blog! haha so u guys can jus go ahead and tag! haha... and a lot more to learn.... think not gg to explore on my own... waiting for someone to guide me! tt someone whom i wun mention names huh... wahaha! yea... keep in touch!

Blogging once again....

2007-05-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

Woa.... Can you believe it?!?! I cant believe that I started blogging again... haha... I have tried blogging a yr ago and set up 2 blogs b4... but it's a total failure hahaa.... Cant even rmb my own blog add and password after I created them last yr. So, now I have decided to give it a try one last time and I guess this time will be a long-lasting one....

Have a great week ahead pals!